~# Magda's space #~: Somehow special...

Funny mood, kinda unusual but...

Mon, 17 Dec 2007 21:00:19 GMT

Nobody ever visits my blog anymore.... hehe, no wonder if I don't edit it anymore, I know...

But i thought I could stop by this time to write a few words...

First of all, Christams is coming. I hope you all will have the most beautiful holiday ever surrounded by your closest family and friends. Second of all, have a great New Year's Eve too! I'm organising a party together with two of my friends for our closest crazy people, so I hope it will be awesome. :)

And of course, have an amazing new year, dear MSN Spaces bloggers....

But also, I would like to point to something...

(So maybe it's good not many people read the blog anymore, since it is a private thing, and I have never written so openly about my private life in the blog before...)

I've been really very busy recently. Since I got involved into the student organisation at my university, I have things to do 24/7 - phone calls, meetings, trainings conferences... but I really love it, so I'm happy I've become ppart of AIESEC. :) It's given me an opportunity to develop myself as well as meet very nice friends among them... and not only friends....

Yes, exactly... now I'm getting close to the matter that has already been hinted at in the title of this blog entry. 'not only friends'...hehe, I think I'm falling in love. Or maybe it's too late... cause most probably I've already fallen in love. And I guess this feeling is mutual, so I am extremely happy right now. We meet as often as we can, yet for me it is still not enough. I'd like to devote very minute of a day to be with him... It was really complicated for a while; we said we would stay friends only , and afterwards neither of us felt at ease to say a word on any topic... So we knew it must be something more than friendship... But we knew each other not even a month long at that moment! We thought it was way too short for any feeling to develop. Obviously, it was enough, but we were somehow afraid to admit that. Additionally, I was still a bit 'not ready' for someone else in my life after my last relationship that ended not that long tim e ago actually <September this year>... And he also broke up with a girl some time ago.... So, we struggled not to show any emotion when seeing each other. Believe me, it was tough.

But last Friday... I think I should be grateful to... MARTINI <alcohol, ironically :>. We broke the ice and spoke our minds... And I spent the most beautiful evening in my life... Yes, now I am sure he cares for me; and I told him a day after that I care for him too. So, don't think it was only Martini in our heads that caused all the nice words and behaviour. ;-)

There is only one problematic point here.... He is leaving for London on Thursday... Only for 18 days, but for me this is going to be eternity. I think you must know what I mean and know more or less how I feel. I am both happy and a bit sad. Already waiting for him to come back!

What a crazy feeling; what a funny feeling, a weird feeling.... a very messy feeling!

It does strange things to my heart.

A brief update

Sun, 17 Jun 2007 12:00:42 GMT

It's ages since I last wrote something here... No time mainly...but no enthusiasm as well. ;p

Anyway, here I am to type a few words. I'm in the very middle of my final exams...Still 5 more to go, wish me luck and keep your fingers crossed people, I dont want to resit anything in September!! But thats not the point of this blog entry whatsoever. Dont want to complain on anything this time, ha, surprising, isnt it ? :P

So... its only 13 days left till I fly to England!!!! WHOA!!!! Im so excited about it... Actually its mainly due to the fact its my holiday at last, and Ill be free to do ANYTHING I want again. No need to worry about uni and anything connected with my studies, hell yeah! I definitely need a break. And I deserve it, of course I do <thats the moment when Im not being very modest, oh sorry ;p> !! So, on June 30 Im going first to Warsaw to meet my best friend, Pat... We'll spend around 3/4 hourse together and then she's gonna drive me to the airport. I have to admit it'll be my first time Ive ever flown... And Im very excited about it; maybe even more than the pure fact it is England Im flying to, ooops... ;p hahaha, seriously, Im curious how all the procedures go, etc, and how the clouds look from above. ;p Im sure for many of you its nothing special anymore, but well..its my first time! Yay, okay, next topic. ;p

From Warsaw Im flying to London - Heathrow, hopefully I wont get lost there, and then Ill have to find my way to the house Im going to live in for the next 3 months. :> Oh, and Im not going there on my own, cause that how it may seem, nah nah nah, Im going with the same chick I was there last year, Kamila, and theres one more girl going with us. Though Im not sure whether shes going to spend all the 3 months with us or not... Its Kamila's friend from secondary school... Dont even know her well... Whaeva.

And then it shall begin. All the fun, I mean. I have so many plans connected with this holiday Im not sure if I manage to fulfill them all! But Id love to. These plans include the proper sightseeing of London and Brighton for sure when it comes to England... Maybe even a visit in Manchester to meet Debbie!!! Would be great, really. :) See Debz, I remember you mentioning that the other day. :P And Im also invited to Edinburgh; we agreed on the first days of July... Would love to go there as well, so if everything goes well, Ill probably visit Ahmed too. Oh, and a visit at my friend's in a town, the name of which I dont remember now...err...sorry, hehe. the point is, however, that she's my friend from the uni and is going there to spend the holiday with her boyfriend who is English. So, we've got common meetings in our schedule as well.

And theres one more lovely aspect of this holiday... LOVEly, oh yes... :) My sweetheart's going to turn up in London straight from Brazil on July 10!!! And we'll have 2 weeks for each other, Im so happy about it. :) hehe, its not so 'straight' from Brazil actually, for he has to first fly to the Netherlands, from there to Danemark, and only then will he be able to come to England, but oh who cares! :D The essential part of it is that he's coming and can stay for 2 weeks!!! :D I cant wait really. Only 23 days to that!

Uh, so thats basically it... I need to do a lot of shopping still, but for the time being I have no...time. My last exam is on June 27, so Im hoping to start and succeed in buying everything I need during those 2 days left! Yeah, we'll see. Im taking my new digital camera with me this time, so itll be easier/quicker to share the photos. So, ADIOS for now, my MSNspaces fellows. ;) Have a lovely summer time, spend it as best as you can! It is definitely worth it. ;)

And later... i'll be back.

I'M FREE !!!

Thu, 25 Jan 2007 17:38:41 GMT

3 WEEKS OFF UNI !!!

WOOOHOOO!!!

FROM TODAY ON !

HAD MY LAST EXAM TODAY AND NOW THE WINTER BREAK IS ALL MINE!

...Even though I don't know yet if I've passed them or not... *-)

Anyway, thanx to all for your support,

lovely comments,

and cheering me up when I complained during our conversations,

heehee!!

Now both you and me can have some break from my ''adventurous'' university. ;)

So... enjoy while you can, tee hee!

I'm going to use these 3 weeks as best as I can, which means I'm gonna party, party and paaaaarty a lot, yay!

I have to get my life back again, meet friends, go to clubs, to the cinema...

just go out!!!

So, wish me fun! ;)

And welcome back!

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Xmas

Sun, 17 Dec 2006 13:54:21 GMT

Hey all,

you know what - it's been a year since I began writing the blog here !! Wow, time passes so quickly...

Anyway, I'm here to let you know that I'm truly glad I've made friends in here, never supposed one can meet such wonderful people through the net [honestly, never trusted this whole 'Internet friendship' idea]. But I'm so happy I did. Therefore, I would love to wish you all bright Christmas time now, because I'm not sure if I find time to post anything more here before the Christmas Eve. I do love Christmas time but what I feel is missing this year is ... SNOW! Right, there is none in Torun at all, that's a pity! Because I believe snow adds some magic to this holiday, doesn't it? But well, still some time left, maybe it'll begin to snow exactly on the Christmas Eve - that would be fabulous, wouldn't it?!

So, what I'd like to tell you now is :

Have a beautiful and peaceful Xmas with you family and friends by your side,

enjoy the atmosphere created by the holiday,

forget about all the trouble and nasty arguments at least for this while,

smell the Chritmas tree [the scent is wonderful isn't it?],

organise and have fun at a big fiesta at the New Year's Eve,

and have a truly HAPPY NEW YEAR !

At the same time thank you all for being a friend :)

And here comes the moment when I have to get back to my usual Garfield obsession, hehe. Just have a look at how cute Garfie can be...

And additionally, taking advantage of the opportunity, I'd like to thank Elaine for sharing her card with others.
It is beautiful and tells precious thoughts aloud:

Merry Christmas !

Magda xxx

I dUpa.

Sun, 03 Dec 2006 13:00:17 GMT

Boo

No gold medal for us...

Brasilians took it all...

Their blocking was absolutely smashing - have to admit this.

I don't know what happened to the Poles .

They were somehow disorientated simply,

as if they got scared by the prestige of the Brasilian team.

BUT...

WE HAVE THE SILVER MEDAL !!!

YAY !!

After 32 years we fought in the World Cup finals again !!

So - we rock big time !

WE ARE IN THE FINALS COZ WE ROCK :D !!!

Sat, 02 Dec 2006 23:28:34 GMT

POLISH VOLLEYBALL PLAYERS IN THE FINALS TODAY AT 11:30 !

[The boys won with Bulgarians 3-1 and got to the finals ]

GUYS, DO YOUR BEST...

I HAVE ALL MY TRUST IN YOU, YAY !!

If you won, I could do anything...

Anybody wants to bet with me, heehee ??

Volleyball

Tue, 28 Nov 2006 23:56:22 GMT

Poles are THE BEST if you haven't known it yet !!!

Especially if it comes to volleyball, as it turned out today...

We won the next game in the World Cup, and consequently...

WE GOT TO THE SEMI-FINALS !!!

Wooohoooo!!!

Hip hip horray,

KEEP ON ROCKING, BOYS !!

Smash them all !!!

Btw, oh how I'd love to play like you do...heeehee ;)

But watching you play is a pure pleasure ;)

...Yet, you had some problems today with the first 2 sets, how come :O?!

20 !!!

Mon, 02 Oct 2006 22:37:32 GMT

20 lat minęło jak jeden dzień .....

Ajć, staaaara już jestem !!!

Już never ever nie będę mogła powiedzieć,

że jestem NASTOlatką ;( ....

...

( I ten fakt mnie nieco przeraża ;)

Welcome home...

Wed, 27 Sep 2006 17:02:43 GMT

I'M BACK... WELCOME HOME...

ARRIVED IN TORUŃ YESTERDAY AT 2.30 P.M.

BACK TO MY POLISH REALITY...

I HAVE TO MAKE UP FOR ALL MY ABSENCE NOW ;)

(...)

The Father's Day

Fri, 23 Jun 2006 17:54:23 GMT

W dzień dzisiejszy Tatku miły,

niech Ci płyną życia chwile,

z duszy, z serca, z całej siły.

Więcej czuję - życzę tyle ;)

The Mother's Day

Fri, 26 May 2006 15:01:44 GMT

Dziękuję Ci, że znosiłaś moje humory, prowokacje,
Lenistwo, bunt, złość, hałas i niechlujstwo,
Głupotę i popisy, całą gamę wybryków,
Które dzieciak obmyśla, aby zobaczyć,
Na jak wiele może sobie pozwolić.
Ty jednak nie przestawałaś mnie kochać.
Jak to możliwe... Nie wiem.
Ale dziękuję Ci.

Weekend !!

Fri, 12 May 2006 14:39:46 GMT

HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND,
MY DEAR MSN FRIENDS :)!!
I'LL BE BACK HERE AFTER THE WEEKEND IS OVER, AS DUE TO THE STUDENTS' FESTIVAL I'M GOING TO SPEND THE NEXT 2 DAYS ON THE BOULEVARD... :P
HAHA, TAKING ADVANTAGE OF ALL THE ATTRACTIONS OFFERED TO THE STUDENTS ;)
I'LL TELL YOU ALL ABOUT THIS AFTER I'M BACK AT HOME ;)

HAVE FUN, BE BAD ;)!

I've been tagged!

Mon, 17 Apr 2006 21:16:15 GMT

OK, I'VE BEEN TAGGED BY LILFUNKY...

(http://spaces.msn.com/lilfunkyredpinkblack/)
SO NOW I HAVE TO REVEAL

MY 6 "WEIRD" CHARACTERISTICS

LOL, IT IS A CRAZY TASK BUT I HOPE I'M ABLE TO FULFIL IT;)

uhmm...so...let's get this party started !!!

1. I'm terribly scared of spiders!! I guess it's the most realistic fear ever ! These creatures are so disgusting... When I notice even the smallest one of this awful group I scream, run away from the place and go crazy, lol:P Bleh....Even the pure thought of them makes me thrill...That's true:P And I cannot help it ...

2. The second one...eee...nee...I won't write it...Oh gosh...that's so childish....but well....eeer.... LOL:P OK! So, I have to reveal my lil secret...<mwahahaha>...I'm absolutely fond of Johnny Depp, hehehe... His figure simply drives me crazy, LOL !! geeez, he's soooo cute^^!!!! And despite him being over forty, he still looks as if he was a youngster:P geee, how does he do this:P?! mmm...I could watch the movies in which he starrs hundreds times a day ...ooow...And I think he was genious & gorgeous in the role of that crazy Jack Sparrow in The Pirates of the Carribean... *starry-eyed* LOL ; > !

3. If I go shopping with the very intention of buying a certain part of garments, let's say jeans, f.e., I can never buy them at the first place I come across, even if the jeans were the prettiest & suited me best I have to go round the whole city centre/bazaar before I probably do come back to that first place. It's due to that mad feeling that if I bought them without checking out whether there are no nicer ones somewhere else, I would surely FIND better ones in the next shop and regret that quick purchase I need to think at least twice before I do/buy/say something...[oh, maybe with the last part 'say' one could disagree...;] . That's awfully fun-spoiling at times 'cause I drive all those who go shopping with me mad:P Not only do I have to try sth on 20 times but also it's hard for me to decide if I do want it or not,lol:P

4. I'm addicted to various lipbalms and lipglosses !!! I use them million times a day, truly very often:P I couldn't survive without them, lol, honestly, that's not the least exaggeration:P It's a pure addiction, since when I forget to take them with me I feel as if I were lacking something... It's totally mad !

5. Furthermore, recently I've been overusing the words: 'oh man', 'o losie', 'hptż', 'lol' (!!!), 'oł dżizez', 'faken maken', 'shit' and a few others... But that is all beacuse of my friends, LOL!! They use some of them pretty frequently and I just took it over ;) But I need to admit that 'o losie' is of my own creation... And it works, hehe...as some of my friends have adopted it as well ...

6. Heh...And finally, I cannot go to sleep before 1 a.m. ... I 'have to' do loads of things every day and I'm used to thinking that if I went to sleep earlier, I would waste so much time :P That's crazy...'cause even when on the next day I have to get up really early I can't make myself lie down around 10/11 p.m. or so. That's simply impossible for me:P I will always find some activity for myself/some excuse in order to avoid going to sleep, lol. Or even if I don't find such an excuse, I will spend that time doing nothing, namely surfing the net, writing e-mails, space-hopping [] & for sure listening to music... That's not the best habit, I know... but whatever...

Ok, these are my six weird habits...Now it's your turn! I will type my 6 victims' names down here];-> ! And if they find time, they're politely asked to do the same thing - to reveal their 6 peculiar features:P

Don't forget to indicate six next persons to attend the game and to inform them they have been tagged by you!

And remember, you cannot tag the person who tagged you !

Ok, so now the time is for :

# Kamila zią,

# Chris,

# AfuMeDo,

# Luvbuzz,

# X-Evolutionist,

# Jackie

Will you face the challenge, my dears :P ??

HAVE FUN :)

Happy Easter!

Fri, 14 Apr 2006 16:35:06 GMT

Happy Easter to you all!!!

check it out! ---> http://www.care2.com/ecards/build/1/6036

Memories

Sun, 02 Apr 2006 16:40:21 GMT

Today is the 1st anniversary of the Pope John Paul II's death...

our greatest Polish personality...

It's time for reflection, recollection of the times He was with us...

maybe some kind of meditation over our lives as well...

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